GE PC project part 1

Dear Blog,

Hello again it's been a long time, that I never use you for busy work. Off course you know that, right? hhhmmm... It's going to be shy because it's my personal blog since 2016. All of my drams and etc's are here. It's okay at least I can share to you.

How Did I create this blog?

I was not interested before but I was a bit of shock because nowadays, famous artist make there blog and channels already. First blog that I read is an famous artist. When did she start blogging? Since college until now but I think she's not always active in posting her post because of her busy schedule as an artist. That's why I love it.

Why Did I choice blog over channels?

Blog is like a diary that you can post anytime and that can upload easily. But on channels they're many steps to follow and it's harder to do. post that I want to tell and I can't tell it to anyone. It’s only me, my blog and GOD can see this.

Topic: Bullying and Depression First, well ever since I was young I was been bullied by my classmate. I always ignore it, until one day, year of graduating our teacher make as shock like a surprise quiz no one review but me. When I step to our school, I'm already reviewing for the next class. Yeah! I'm not smart but I'm trying my best to do it. Well, I got the highest score. I would like to tell a story, a day before the graduation day 2 people when to me and shock me. Why? They’re my bullied ever since elementary school. And... Could you imagine they say "Sorry" of what they did to me, Right? In high school, flag ceremony ever Monday. I shock my shoes is already destroy and I decided to put a clip on it. One of my classmate laugh of me because of that. What I did, I told him something so that he stop bullying me. Who’s this guy? Actually, he's tall guy that scared of me.

Lesson learn: "Look at their self-first before doing that" 2nd, Nowadays, This is the problem which is depression. That No one can't help you, don't tell to anyone your problem it's only you and the hardest is depression can kill you.

Not Only people can kill depression even artist like Nadine Lustre's Brother because of depression. and even her was depression because it's hard to let go close to you right? few days ago, I was bwoser my Facebook, I was post from Thailand off course! It’s Thai language but there's a translation of it. I was shock Thailand Artist Die of Depression and he was still young. And recently, K-POP Artist Die of Depression.

Why Did I choice this topic? few months ago, I was depression and bullied by my classmate but I need to be strong because this is my dream not there dream. there's a person who I can trust on even I was bullied or something. who? It's God, he is the only person who I can tell by praying on him. but when I started to be one of him. I'm conformable. I can't see him but he can see me and what I'm doing of my daily life? I'm blessed and happy. I'm with him and that how much. We Love Him So much.

What is Depression? Depression is a common and serious medical illness that negatively affects how you feel the way you think and how you act. Depression is quiet and much like a mask people hides it with a smile. Nobody can detect it but you, because disguising it is easy. The cheerier you are, the less they’ll suspects but you can’t hide it forever. Everybody reaches a breaking point. But that’s okay don’t be ashamed there are people out there who understand. You’re precious. You’re loved and You’re not alone.

Symptoms to this are: ⦁ Feeling sad or having a depressed mood ⦁ Loss of interest or pleasure in activities once enjoyed ⦁ Changes in appetite ⦁ Trouble sleeping or sleeping too much ⦁ Loss of energy or increased fatigue ⦁ Increase in purposeless physical activity or slowed movements and speech ⦁ Feeling worthless or guilty ⦁ Difficulty thinking, concentrating or making decisions ⦁ Thoughts of death or suicide

On the last Symptoms, that I can't do I have dreams. This is the word that "Depression Can Kill You Really!"